Dream: Finding True North

The question I had asked about the pole confusion in my dream was answered in the following dream.

Dream: Finding  True North

 

In this dream I was in the water with a bunch of classmates and we were retrieving rocks from the sea floor. I remember selecting a few that were pretty and two large completely clear cubes.

When we brought them to the surface we gave them to our teacher who was a scientist of great renown. I never saw this teacher but heard about him.

At this point the scene shifted and I was inside my mom’s house in her bedroom and in her bed. I was very tired and struggled to keep my eyes open.

I knew there had been a wedding and guests were still present. A woman came into the bedroom and snuggled up next to me. I assumed she was one of the guests.

I turned to look at her but did not recognize her at all. She had long, flowing dirty blonde hair and was a bit chubby. She appeared to be fairly young but she had been crying so it was hard to tell. I asked her why she was crying and she said, “You didn’t help me.” I tried to tell her that I would have helped had I known she needed it but she would not listen.

Then I was back with my classmates discussing the rocks we picked up. We continued the discussion of the warring nations of a long forgotten Earth (my last dream). The rocks were to be carved into pendants. The two crystal cubes I found were especially special. I inspected one for some time. I don’t remember now why they were special.

Then I noticed one of my guides standing in the shadows. He was holding in his hand one of the pendants made from a mineral or rock whose name now eludes me. I remember discussing the name at length, too! Anyway, he showed me this pendant made from this mineral. It was red with splotches of a dark brown on it and very pretty. It had been cut extremely thin and was quite beautiful. He put the pendant on the necklace and then said, “Look. What happens?” He put the necklace onto something I could not see so that it hung down like a pendulum. The pendulum began to swing on its own in very wide, clockwise circles.

I knew instantly what was happening. “It is pointing to True North” I said.

Dream: Prison

I was then in a totally different scene. I was inside what appeared to be a large communal area but it was obvious right away that it was a prison.

I was sitting at a table with a girl who was trying to do an easy algebra problem. I knew she could solve it and encouraged her to teach the others how to do it. She refused and ran away, nervous to stand in front of everyone. I decided to teach them because, well, that is what I do and I had no fear of any of it.

I began to show them but most had no knowledge of the basic algebraic rules (negative plus negative equals positive and other rules). I remember looking for a textbook to show them but none was available. The other inmates began to lose interest because they did not have the background knowledge needed to keep up with my lesson. I saw them gather into small groups.

I remember giving up and going to the tall, chain link fence that surrounded the prion. It was at least 10 feet tall, maybe higher. I kicked it a few times. It made a strange noise and I knew it was electrified.

Then I went to sit next to one of the inmates, an older man. I remember being in a very chipper mood. He had a bowl of oatmeal in front of him and I grabbed his spoon. He looked at me like, “What are you doing?” I said, “Oh, I’m sorry, can I borrow your spoon?” I put the spoon back because he looked annoyed. Then he just got up and walked away leaving me there all alone.

I went up to another inmate, a woman. Still very happy, I attempted to start a conversation with her. She ignored me.

Suddenly I felt very, very alone and sad. I turned around and began to sob into my hands. My thoughts were, “Nobody is listening to me. I just want someone to talk to. I feel so alone.” I felt hands on both my shoulders that pulled me into an embrace. I cried so hard it woke me up.

I continued to cry after waking. This song was going through my head, specifically the part “killing me softly”:

Talk with my Guide

After crying for a little while I asked my guide, “Why is this [emotional release] happening again?” He said to me, “You are listening.” It didn’t help.

Then all my dreams from the night came together and I knew that I had been following a false north. I knew that I was suppose to be doing what I had been doing in the prison dream. This is not necessarily being a “teacher”, but sharing my knowledge, my Light. Like in the dream, though, not everyone is ready for it and most do not have the background knowledge needed for my lessons to make sense. They are not ready.

I was told, “Those who are ready will listen.” But it seems like no one is listening, like no one is ready. I was reassured that some are listening. “Your job is to share your Light, your experiences. You teach to those ready to learn.” This didn’t make me feel any better. I feel like an utter failure, like no one is ready. On top of all that, what I am, what I “teach”, only makes me that much more separate from everyone else. Thus, I feel utterly and painfully alone. No amount of trying to fit in will eliminate that loneliness. I am stuck with it.

I remember Jeb had told me he would make me feel better. This is a weird way to go about it.

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10 thoughts on “Dream: Finding True North

  1. Durinda says:

    I think you are helping so many more then you may realize. By sharing your experiences on your blog, those who read your entries are being exposed to your light frequency even though they may not be aware of it at the time. You are also giving them the courage to embrace their own experiences, to begin to release the fear of those experiences and to step more fully in their authenticity. I for one appreciate your dedication to your path, as those of us walking this path know it is not one for the faint of heart.

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    • Dayna says:

      Thank you Durinda. As I have learned through the teaching profession, much of the impact I make will never be known to me. That is what makes it so difficult.

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  2. Karin says:

    I don’t know if this comforts you, but I enjoy your blog very much. You are teaching by demonstrating what you are doing. Even though my path is different from yours in many aspects (I have not seen an UFO yet, I don’t travel OOB consciously), I can relate very much to this aspect of being summoned and being told by guides what do to and resisting it big time. I find my own struggles mirrored here and it gives me the feeling of not being alone. This is not very common that people receive guidance on what do and resist it. Many do not know about their guidance at all. I am frequently wondering whether ther are other people out ther who can relate to this phenomenon of being sort of like a reluctant prophet. I often think of the biblical story of Jonah in the whale and how much he resisted the guidance he was given. But where are the contemporary reluctant prophets? Maybe they exits, but they don’t talk about it. So, thank you for sharing.

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  3. herongrace says:

    You are appreciated by your readers and no doubt by people with whom you come in contact Dayna and you are a wonderful teacher.
    I am sorry you feel disheartened and alone, but I am sure you are not really.

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    • Dayna says:

      The loneliness I feel is hard to explain. I am surrounded by family and people who love me but my heart does not feel full. There seems always to be a piece missing. I feel to be in the wrong place all the time. Like I don’t belong here.

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      • herongrace says:

        I understand from accounts I have read in Dolores Cannon books. You are obviously an enlightened Being from another system who has kindly agreed to come here and help us.
        Naturally this is a lonely situation to be in when you obviously have your group/ family elsewhere.
        We do appreciate the sacrifice you and other light beings have made. Thank-you.

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  4. Sofi says:

    I live on the opposite side of the earth from you. In my darkest lonliest most confused moment I found your blog, and saw myself and my life being mirrored by you and your experiences. I have different abilities, experiences and life situation of course, but energetically I feel like we do almost identical journeys. I cannot tell you how much comfort that gave me, and I managed to shift my vibration back up significantly because of it. I use my abilities for a living, and for years I have been pulsing with love and happiness throughout most of the day. When the dark night of the soul hit me some months ago, I almost lost myself completely. The will to stay here for sure!😛 I quickly (it took me a few days still..) realized I am clearing the collective more than myself at this time, but it still is scary real, which of course it has to be😉
    I almost panicked when you stopped your blog for a few days in January… So never EVER think that you are not being heard! Or helpful. I am eternally greatful for your contribution!! Through me, you are having an impact on the opposite side of the world. Let that sink in my dear❤️

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    • Dayna says:

      Oh wow, Sofi. Thank you for letting me know. I am honored to be a part of your spiritual journey and to know that you are also a part of mine. Much love to you on the opposite side of the world. (((hugs)))

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