I had an entire post written and ready to post this morning but I hesitated and left it. I came back to it just now and it did not feel right so I deleted the whole thing.
Right now I have a sore throat and feel like crap. My energy is still off the charts and it seems not to be subsiding. I was warned it would get more intense but this is beyond intense. No amount of alcohol will shut this off. I feel like a rocket taking off. I just wish I would get to my destination already!
What I am experiencing is a full-on kundalini awakening. I actually have no doubt that is what it is after this experience the night of December 25th. I have experienced Kundalini before but it was not nearly this explosive or intense. What is happening to me now causes me to question whether what I experienced in the past was even kundalini. This is crazy!
This is what I have been experiencing:
- Third-eye blazing energy
- Blazing energy on either side of my nose and behind my ears
- Heart chakra explosions of energy that bring emotional hiccups that quickly subside. It feels like emotion is flying out of my chest.
- Heart chakra fire that often feels like my chest is burning or there is a huge inward flowing vortex of energy there
- Vibrations in my second chakra
- Shaking or psychic chills as some call them
- Lower back pain
- Stiff neck
- Sore throat
- More incidences of what I call “enforced amnesia”
- Depression, lack of motivation or just feeling zoned out
- High’s followed by lows and/or exhaustion (feel like a manic depressive)
- Easily overwhelmed
- Overly sensitive to other’s energy
- Psychic sensitivity
- Loss of appetite
- Increased thirst
- Dreaming of fire and the feeling of the K energy
- Extremely high energy causing me to feel restless, I can’t sit still!
- Inability to stay grounded for very long
- Solar plexus pain like being kicked in the stomach (gone now thankfully)
- Stomach upset, nausea
Just so you know, I DID NOT ask for this to happen. I did nothing out of the ordinary to bring this energy. It just happened and now that it has there is no stopping it. It will effectively clean out all blockages, I have no doubt. You can tell by what I am experiencing where my blockages are – second, third, and sixth chakras.
I do have other things to talk about, information I brought back with me from the other side, the other dimensions, or whatever you want to call it. I am too tired now to articulate it effectively so I am going to leave it for another day. Going to suck on a cough drop and probably drink some more wine. Ugh.
Am open to advice on what to do with all this energy. Grounding and anchoring it only helps temporarily. Holding crystals, especially rose quartz, causes major explosive energy. Alcohol only numbs it temporarily. Meditation puts me to sleep or sends me somewhere that I promptly forget.
Oh and sex doesn’t work either. LOL