Time to Elaborate

After last night’s episode, I could not return to sleep. I kept trying to recapture what I had lost, for I knew it was at the tip of my tongue.

I fell into the in-between finally and became aware within the midst of a familiar experience. It was a great “Ah-ha!” moment because it had been something I meant to remember but kept forgetting.

Multiple False Awakenings: Surrounded by Beings

I found myself aware of laying in my bed in the dark. Yet it was not my room and I think the bed was created by me to help me feel comfortable. Looking up, I both felt and saw very tall shadows of people, or beings, standing over me at a slight distance. As I saw them, they converged upon me, hovering very closely over me. In awe and fear I lay there immobilized while a sensation unlike any I have ever felt overwhelmed my “body”.

I knew nothing of what was happening other than having the thought, “They’ve come to get me”. In this sense “get” does not imply anything sinister – no boogeyman or anything. In fact, it felt like it had been planned, that I knew of this plan.

In this case, I began to gain lucidity and the fear of the strange sensations enveloping me began to take over. The sensations are difficult to describe except to say that every cell of my being, every particle of energy, every chakra began to pulsate and expand. At least I think this is what was happening. The feeling was so very alien that my conscious mind took it as some kind of attack, yet the majority of me was very accepting of it and able to control the fear without incident.

As I awoke from this “dream” or whatever it was, I remember suddenly that this exact scenario has been playing out in my sleep for many nights now. On this particular night, from 9-10pm, it happened at least three times and each time I thought I had awakened from it, only to find myself once again in the same situation, struggling to gain awareness and then thinking I had awakened only to end up back with these beings hovering over me.

Sirens

As I awakened from this memory, I heard a song in my head – Iris by U2. I knew the title of the song, yet I kept hearing that it was titled, “Sirens”. Upon questioning this, I heard/saw dates of this month. 7, 12, 20. I knew that this was not to be the only occurrence of whatever it was that happened to me. There would be two more.

Sensing my Team was there and remembering now that before I had gone to sleep they had been there and told me, “Your heart is wide open. Are you ready?” I began to become fearful of the unknown. A calm came over me, entering through the back of my heart chakra and radiating outward, igniting my second chakra in a pleasant warmth. I asked, “Why can’t I sleep. I just want to sleep. I’m so tired”. I was told, “It is part of the unfolding”.

The song continued, specifically this part:

I’ve got your light inside of me
Iris… Iris…

Memories Returning

I got little sleep last night and when I awoke I had memories of my reaction to the “incident”, specifically the moment in which I felt this vast knowledge pouring through me but was unable to process it.

I kept begging my Team, “Help me.  Help me. Help me.” I felt unable to cope with what was happening; unable to function in this body; unable to process everything I suddenly Knew.

All I could think of in my desperation to make sense of what was happening was to go down stairs and hug my husband. That is all I wanted to do.

I gripped the covers in my bed, somehow hoping it would help, but knowing it wouldn’t. I continued to ask for help because my body was filled with such a strange energy and my chakras seemed to be exploding. It wasn’t pleasant but it wasn’t painful. I honestly don’t know how to describe it. The best description I have is that all that is Me was exploding from within and if one saw it they would see rays of golden light coming out of me in all directions.

I climbed out of bed, my whole body shaking, feeling as if it would fall apart. I stumbled down the stairs and my husband saw me. I told him, “Something is happening. I don’t know how to describe it”. I am sure I was white as a ghost. He hugged me and I gripped him hard. He asked if what happened was from the past. I said, “I don’t know. I don’t know what is going on. I feel like I was sucked back into my body, like I went from something very expansive to this tiny space and it is difficult to readjust”.

Thankfully my husband is very understanding. He just hugged me. I sat down but could not feel settled and was still shaking inside, though on the outside I was not.

I am better now, though I am still somewhat shaken and perplexed. I know now that the reason I can’t remember is that the knowledge cannot be processed when in this dense state. It is unfortunately inaccessible and incomprehensible when in this physical form. Yet there is a way. If the vibration of this form is heightened then this knowledge can be accessed. This, I believe, is what is happening to me.

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12 thoughts on “Time to Elaborate

  1. truthcodex says:

    This sounds incredibly intense!

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  2. silentwindofchange says:

    I’m sorry but this all seems very bad. They seem like negative energies and you just need to insist they leave. Positive entities never leave you feeling like that.

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    • Dayna says:

      I don’t feel my experience was a negative one. The only negativity was from me because the experience was incomprehensible. I believe my perception was influenced by my fear of the unknown.

      The feelings and sensations are indescribable. The Knowingness was the most intense. It was like I knew everything from the beginning of Time all at once and it took a while for it to be siphoned off and while this was happening I was still aware but my human mind could not comprehend it and I panicked. That is why I was asking for help. I didn’t know what else to do. I felt overwhelmed.

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  3. talynia says:

    Nope Silentwindofchange. It was not negative entities… Dayna what you experienced last night I read about already a few thousand times looking for answers. If you check out my blog from the last couple of days you know what I am talking about. What you experienced sounds EXACTLY like what all abductees experienced. They go to bad and fall asleep suddenly they feel this strange veil overhanging everything, one cannot move and is like paralyzed. They will show you things that make you feel comfortable and they will take you to their ship or anyplace else. What you describe sounds exactly like the onset of an abduction scenario! this weird energy inside the body before and after that comes from them. Did you check your body for weird marks? Sudden red dots appearing after these incidents? scratches on your backside of the body calves, arms etc? Blue spots that you cannot explain? or even weird patterns that were not there before? you are right what you are communicating with is THEM, they can communicate with abductees through thought and voices. They also erase the memory after each incident, that would explain your sudden sucking out of the memories that you remembered. That’s also what ALL experiencers described, they cannot remember unless in hypnosis or other forms of memory retrieving, such as you already know. I think you just had your first conscious encounter! 🙂

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    • Dayna says:

      No weird marks. 🙂 I am not convinced that this was an “abduction”. However, I do think my Team took me somewhere.

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      • talynia says:

        some are volunteers but only remember later until then these experiences are usually experienced as “abductions” after that the volunteer maybe aware of it and feels it’s right what is happening and agrees with it, then of course it cannot be said anymore it was an abduction. However your experience is exactly as ALL of the experiencers explained their experiences. 🙂 I am sure you experienced something that was Out of this world! 🙂

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  4. mollyb111 says:

    awesome husband!

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  5. Durinda says:

    This sounds like an amazing experience! Though we tend to fall into fear when we experience something “new” to us on a human level. It seems like the veil was lifted briefly for you to experience who you really are, your connection to All That Is – Source. Our logical mind cannot even comprehend the vastness of who we are on a spirit level.
    Thank you for sharing your journey. It’s always nice to see the validation that we are all in this together. Sending Love.

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    • Dayna says:

      I think you’re right. I definitely experienced a vastness beyond my comprehension. As for it being amazing, I am still debating it. I think I’ve gotten a taste of something new, so maybe next time I will experience it without judgment and fear.

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  6. Durinda says:

    It definitely takes time to integrate these experiences, some of them can be “mind blowing”. Anything new does tend to bring up fear, I know I have experienced that fear enough times to count. But I do feel we are being prepared for what is to come. I look forward to reading about your continued journey.

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