Something my Companion said a while ago is beginning to make sense to me.
He told me once, “I created you”. I didn’t understand.
There was a moment, though, when there was a glimmer or understanding. I will explain it now the best I can.
I saw this persona that has been me in this life for the majority of this life. I saw her as a creation of Self in the body. One possibility among countless possible combinations. Her purpose was to live in the body, become part of the body, and experience life in the body. In this she was limited, but this was purposeful.
Everything about this persona was created to prepare her to experience life from a certain viewpoint. In this, there came also an understanding of something else my Companion said, “I see through your eyes what I cannot see through my own”.
The creation of this persona served a purpose. This and other personas like her have all served a purpose.
Each persona returned to its creator upon death. Integration into the whole from which it was born. In some cases, the persona was able to glimpse their connection to the others but always only slightly.
For some reason, in this life, this persona, is breaking the mold. The purpose for which she and the others was created has been served. It’s time to expand past previous limitations.
Thus integration is occurring prior to death when in the past it occurred after.